Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Hiding from Ministry?


I am too weak, too tired, too busy, too stressed out, too antisocial, too self-conscious, too young, too old, too much of a sinner (you fill in the blank with your perceived circumstance) to be able to perform effective ministry at this time. Have you ever used any of these excuses to exempt yourself from being active within the body of Christ? Personally, I have used all of them and many others in order to get out of actively participating in the building of His Kingdom here in His church.

Particularly lately, I have found myself pulling excuses out of my deep bag of tricks. Many are recycled; but some are new. I have recently discovered myself hiding behind circumstances, which have resulted in my distancing from His Holy House. As I comfortably recline on current situations, I’ve fallen out of track and I’m finding it very difficult to get back on it. I feel adrift and I struggle to figure out my role in the church once again.

Even though I did need a break of sorts, the truth is, I am NOT comfortably reclining anywhere. The problem with taking a break from the church, however, is that sometimes you find it is hard to come back. But finally my inactivity is catching up with me and I am starting to realize that I need to take a deep look inside of me to figure out what’s going on, and find out a way to get back in the field.

How do I do that? I wonder. Well, I guess I better head out to the compass of my life to seek guidance so I can find my way again. I’ve always studied how God uses imperfect people all throughout the Bible in order to accomplish His plan. Ordinary people with ordinary lives of sin become instruments for good in the hands of God to perform extraordinary things. Their lives have been immortalized on the pages of the Great Book not for their benefit and fame, but for ours.

They are our examples of how to lead extraordinary lives within ordinary bodies. Of course Jesus is our prime role model and goal. He is, indeed the only true hero in the Bible, the only one worthy of praise and worship. He is our way, our truth and our life. The rest of the people in the Bible, however, illustrate what a simple, regular person can achieve and become, when surrendered to the will of God. And that’s what I am striving for right now.

So yes, I might be too old and tired; but look at Abraham and Moses. Even Elizabeth and Zachariah were in their old age when God called them to bring forth the one who would announce His Son.

Though I am at a weak spot in my life; I have but to look at David to realize that God’s strength is made perfect in my weakness.

Maybe I am not in the best of health at the moment; but what about the countless sick people in the Bible who sought after Jesus’ healing hand and wasted no time to get up and begin to walk again as soon as He touched them. I think of Peter’s Mother in Law who sprung out back into service the moment Jesus healed her.

Who is not stressed out today? I certainly am, very much! But then I think of Mary; so young and helpless, carrying the Savior in her womb and the weight of prejudice on her shoulders. All the stress of the world didn’t keep her, however, from glorifying the Lord. Even in the midst of her troubles she got over her own sense of significance and said, “be it unto me according to thy word.” (Luke 1: 38)

Everyone is busy; and so was Martha, but even this famous multi-tasker was able to pause long enough to hear her Lord and acknowledge that He is the Christ.

And yes, I am a big sinner, but so were all of the above.

As I see it now, I have no excuse for my inaction. I have no valid reason to just sit out this season of my life and hide away from service and ministry. Even John the Baptist, a noted antisocial who lived in the wilderness and fed on bugs had enough sense to obey Him and show up to the Divine appointments arranged by His Lord and got busy pointing people to the Son of God.

Therefore, rather than hiding behind my current circumstances, I should offer myself as a living sacrifice, open my heart to God’s will and let Him decide what the next steps in my service will be. Perhaps He will design a way for me to minister in a different capacity than before. But that is for Him to determine. My responsibility is to have a willing heart and to trust that He will enable me to perform His task and purpose for me with the riches of His grace.


I'm linking with Walk with Him WednesdayA Wise Woman Builds Her HomeHaven of RestWork in Progress WednesdayWednesday in the Word

10 comments:

  1. I wish I didn't understand this, but I so do.... Striving with you to not make my circumstances excuses. His plan will be accomplished with or without me...oh but to be a part of His glory. What grace!

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    1. Thank you for your comment and yes, His plan will be fulfilled with or without my help, but I will miss out on the ride of a lifetime if I'm not on board. Blessings to you always.

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  2. Thank you for being so honest and authentic in your walk with Christ. I needed to read the words you wrote this afternoon. You have blessed me!

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    1. Thank YOU for your comment. You sure have blessed me with your words as well. Have a blessed day

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  3. My sister in law once told me that growth is in the uncomfortable. This was advice she gave when I had been asked to speak at a Ladies Day. I accepted, and am glad I did!

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  4. Your sister in law was 100% correct. I'm glad you accepted and that it was a good experience. Praise the Lord for He knows how and when to stretch us so we can grow in Him. thanks for visiting!

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  5. Sometimes I can be the Queen of excuses! You've identified some great examples from the Bible to encourage us to move forward in action, trusting in the Lord.

    Thanks for linking up with WIP Wednesday!

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    1. Thank you for visiting and for your comment, and for the opportunity to link up with your site. Take care and let's embark in this journey to rid ourselves of excuses! have a blessed day.

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  6. Such a soul searching honest post.

    Thank you for linking up with Haven of Rest/

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    1. "Soul Searching" I'm honored by that description. Thank you so much for offering the link up at Haven of Rest. I truly enjoy it!

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